Ow yea~
that was it. He didn't came back and still we didn't swallow our pride. I guess it was over. Yea~ it does hurt but HELL SHIT! I think he doesn't care and I can still hear him saying "he's fed up, I'm cruel and blah blah blah shit!"

It just proved me that he's just one of the worthless thing that has ever came to me. Ow yea~ I can handle this thing. I can get over it but I don't know when. :(


Ow well. That was stupid and dumbshit. After 2 years, he spoiled everything. Ow yea~ I know that I have my fault also and he is FUCKING RIGHT! Why should we have to encounter arguments first and don't just forget everything?
Well here's my answer: "Because I'm the shitest thing that has ever happened into his futile-petty-life LOSER!"


Well Hell did answer my prayers, I had him then poooff! he's not mine now. That was kinda stupid and irritating like ow gawd why should this have to happen to me? After this break-up shit we'll gonna still see each other? Aww that is really shit! That asshole??! Ow well, I have to accept what happened and yes I know I can do this thing.


Anyhow, I did regret for hurting him physically and emotionally :(
I think I need to say sorry to him :( Ow shit, I was like just crying again. FUCK.
Aww no. I REALLY NEED TO APOLOGIZE FOR EVERYTHING :(